07-19-2011, 09:39 PM
This is so sad and I have hard to believe it's true.
He was the one I always told my UO related ideas to and thought them out with. He made things possible and made my UO experience ten times better. Or to put it simple and not too far from the truth; He made my UO-experiance.
He was really a special guy. We had big personality-differences but still we got along very well. We thought in different ways and that's problably one of the things I enjoyed the most with him. He made me think in different point of views and so did I problably make him.
My intentions was to help out with this shard, and so I tried, but not enough to even be called an effort. I never felt I had enough time for UO at the time. Not even when the shard was launched did I feel I had the time. I told him when the summer comes I'll have time to play/staff/help out, but not once have I logged onto the shard. I've always had plans that I'll do it soon and now when I decide to check out the forums to see how it's going, I see this. There has been motivation growing and growing to get back to UO, but it is all lost along with this tradegy. He and his staffing did play a really big role when it comes to what UO has been to me the last years.
Ofcourse, I couldn't possible know, but still I wish I would have been there (here) more and speak to him once I had the chance. I always took for granted that everything will still be there whenever I 'felt I had time'.
Rest in peace friend, you'll be remembered.
He was the one I always told my UO related ideas to and thought them out with. He made things possible and made my UO experience ten times better. Or to put it simple and not too far from the truth; He made my UO-experiance.
He was really a special guy. We had big personality-differences but still we got along very well. We thought in different ways and that's problably one of the things I enjoyed the most with him. He made me think in different point of views and so did I problably make him.
My intentions was to help out with this shard, and so I tried, but not enough to even be called an effort. I never felt I had enough time for UO at the time. Not even when the shard was launched did I feel I had the time. I told him when the summer comes I'll have time to play/staff/help out, but not once have I logged onto the shard. I've always had plans that I'll do it soon and now when I decide to check out the forums to see how it's going, I see this. There has been motivation growing and growing to get back to UO, but it is all lost along with this tradegy. He and his staffing did play a really big role when it comes to what UO has been to me the last years.
Ofcourse, I couldn't possible know, but still I wish I would have been there (here) more and speak to him once I had the chance. I always took for granted that everything will still be there whenever I 'felt I had time'.
Rest in peace friend, you'll be remembered.